Leaves Keep On Falling From Trees

LEAVES KEEP ON FALLING FROM TREES

It was late in the afternoon, perhaps around 5pm when I bum in the terrace of our house and just had an eargasmic listening to some slow rock music. I was alone that time..drinking hot coffee, and a puff of my cigarette with a sound trip was the best ON-MY-OWN relaxation I ever had (that I keep on doing for about 3years already). Then as I was just feel the sudden changes of the weather from extreme hotness to a cold breeze (cause its going to rain later), I felt the wind came rushing by as our curtains dances concurrently with the wind. Then I take a glimpse on the outside mango tree beside our house. It was actually owned by our neighbor. Since the day we moved in our house, that mango tree was already there. And I don't know how long it'll able to live for further more years. I remember how the typhoon Milenyo causes drastic destruction, not just in the Philippines but also in the mango tree.. who struggles, damage and injured. There's a big changes on that tree right now. It looks weak, but through its battle.. it stand still and bears its fruit. Then I realized how many times it broke its branches, how many times it bears a lovely heart-shaped fruit, that when it is too ripe it will just fell or had been got by some people who liked and admire its taste. And I also think how many leaves already fell in that tree, since the day it was born. Who will be admire for some leaves? Who will try to get some leaves? I dont think so. I dont think so that people will get its leaves.

As what I remember in my Botany subject leaves of a plant helps in Photosynthesis process which will able to bear a fruit of a plant. Leaves contain chlorophyll which is the green pigment of the leaves where also serves as its glucose. However the only thing that I think man needs from a plant leaves is the oxygen it exhales. The exchange of gasses of plants and animals which we call respiration is important for the Photosynthesis. Therfore, like us human as we need our nose and mouth to breath, indeed like the TREE LEAVES. (Dont forget that trees and plants are still LIVING THINGS)

Leaves.

LEAVES.

It falls suddenly. It just drop accidentally or just give up. It will just be gone without notice or when it will let go from its branches.. the TREE will feel the sluggish hurt of leave's goodbye. It knows it will be gone on it forever. Never to return back again. Never to be with it again. There are alot of leaves in a tree, but ONE LEAF is a big part of a tree's breath. The mango tree and even any other trees out there do not know WHY LEAVES LEAVE them?

Like sometimes in people too.

If you already experience a big loss of someone you truly loved, and you knew that they will never ever come back to you... I know you understand what Im trying to say. Especially if that person means alot to you, if that person was your breathe. And you will realized you lose a part of yourself. and IT really HURTS.

Why there are people so dear to us, leave us unexpectedly? suddenly? or if we knew that they will give up or let go or move so far away on us we really feel the hurt. We will start a big battle of being left. It is very painful because we know that these people gone in our lives will never to be seen again, never to show how much we care and love for them again. No more chances. No more waits and hopes and dreams. Every now and then I do not know how many people in the world being left felt this in every 60 seconds. Whether its a death, giving up and letting go.. it is only one thing- its all about being LEFT by the one we loved- the most painful experience a human can ever face.

BUT WE SHOULD BE LIKE A TREE... even its struggle continues, it doesn't stop to survive. Trees are still strong just like that mango tree I was looking on that time. We should moved on and be eager to go further. We should stand still and bear more victories in our lives. Breathe---cause we want to live for the future. Past is a good place to visit, but we dont want to live there. Every memories that those people who live us remain in us, all we gotta do is just cherish and treasure it. Atleast we experience to have (even for a short of time) those wonderful people. We shared our life with them and we loved them. Just imagine how billions of people here in earth are and then you met someone that is one of the greatest creature that God made. You are too lucky. We are lucky.

Right now, I do not have any guiltness on what Im doing. All matters in love I think its all RIGHT. Because its the greatest gift God gave us. The greatest feeling in the world. I realized how much I need to show how much I cared and love the people I loved. Do not take them for granted. Dont be afraid to show what you feel. Time is the only thing that understand how great love is. And since we still have time and more times to come being with the one we loved. SAY IT. SHOW IT and DO IT. Atleast even if they'll be gone (someday perhaps, we dont know.. we can never tell) we leaved them all happiness we can share. No wonder wherever they are, even if its too far away, what they will remember is every smile and laughters that we gave to them. Cause we'll never know when will God might take them away or them to be away from us. Like LEAVES KEEP ON FALLING FROM TREES.

_iamchristine_

a tribute for those who leaved...


and for the people i loved...

"Thank you for everything, I am the luckiest person in earth having all of you. And despite of my imperfections I want all of you to know how I LOVED YOU's..."