Friday, September 5, 2008

8 WORDS





THANK YOU!!!

These two words I know aren’t enough for all the things you two did for me. But I want you to know how much I appreciate all the wonderful things you two brought into my life. Well the truth is how you gave me life. All the love, care, support and understanding. All the forgiveness, cries and suffer you did just because of me. I know now why God chose you as my parent and how I’m so lucky to have you.


You grew me up full of blessings and overflowing love in this world. Mom, you carry me for nine months and dad, you took good care of mom and me as I’m inside her. You let me study in a good school even if the truth is you’re the best teacher in the world. You taught me ABC’s to 123, what’s good and bad to others, how I will take a bath, brush my teeth, take a poo by myself, comb my hair., how to walk and say my first word. You fetch me back and forth to school when I was a kid, prepare my food and clothes, bought me things I wanted, play with me, took care when I’m sick, nourish my learning by letting me study a lot of things aside from school, make a celebration bash for my birthdays, advised me the right thing to do, support on my activities and interests, understand my feelings, forgive me every time I did a mistake, talk to my teachers and principal when I get in to the school disciplinary office, surprises me a gifts or any stuff they knew I wanted, give me always time for my needs, let me have my own decisions in choosing my friends, careers to take, boyfriends and dreams in the future. All of these and not just these things are enough for me to say thank you. I know how you grew me as a sweet girl. Unfortunately as I grew up, I didn’t continue to be that way and become a bad girl… I gave you a lot of pains, sufferings, and I want to say how sorry I am to do all those kinds of shits. I might not showy and you two always think how much I careless on you. But the truth is it’s just quite harder for me to return the sweet girl you knew. It’s difficult to express how I appreciate you because I felt quite ashamed on what I’ve done and I didn’t know how to start it on the right track. To whatever bad words I thrown out to you please don’t believe me. To whatever countless actions I did that hurt you so bad, I’m so sorry and I didn’t mean to do that.

I hope in the near future I can do what you dreamt for me, being a successful woman and having a loving family of my own. If I will be a parent someday, you two may not be as cool as me… but I will definitely guide, love and care my child the way you raise me. You gave me everything more than just the richest in the world. That forever impact and completes me as a human being. One day, I will be what you want me to be. And when that day happens, Ill returns all the good things you’ve done to me. You care for me since I exist in your life and in this world and Ill do the same when you get old. I think it’s the only time I can repay all of the things I badly done on you and at the same time thank you for so much love you gave me. Yes! Two words ‘THANK YOU” isn’t enough. Because these 8 words I will say is more than that what it meant.

“I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, MOM AND DAD”